Here are my own monumental and true pairings:

( hearts ♥♥♥ )

 

...I would like to thank my friends for the fun-filled 2009! My fandom life has been really exciting because I got to fangirl and discuss things with you guys. It's nice to have been able to meet all of you. For all the goodies and the love, thank you very much. I am so looking forward to a more exciting fandom this year and the years to come.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! 

Stolen from vkikay  :))

( the year that was )

Kaichou wa maid-sama is made of win. I just saw the scans of chapter 45, and I can't wait for it to be translated! OMG. Misaki going out of her way... (!!!) I can't wait, I can't wait! HA-HA! I have finally caught up to KWMS. It has been months since I started reading it but I kept stalling so I just managed to catch up just now. As in now. After reading chapter 44, I wanted moarr! But there was no more scanlated version, so I searched for some RAWS. And OMG. What I saw. IS precious. Moar KWMS please!

And oh btw, as to Skip Beat, I've managed to read up to chapter 125. I can't believe I marathoned all those chapters in 3 days! O.o In fairness to Skip Beat, once you start reading it, you just can't help but read as much as you can. XD 

However, if I will be asked to choose between SB and VK, I would still choose VK. More particularly, I would still choose the first 47 chapters of Vampire Knight over the first 125 chapters of Skip Beat. SB was fun no doubt, but the experience that I had with VK was more remarkable. It gave me a lot of heartaches, which is why it left a mark on me. :P I still have to read the latest chapter though. (seriously, I have to come back to VK.)

Anyway, school will resume next week, so I should start detaching myself from all of these manga. I would've wanted to start reading Kimi ni todoke though. But I HAVE TO COME BACK TO MY REALITY. Hello school. It has been really cool to have spent my two weeks away from you. I still love you, don't get me wrong. It's just that I dread the times when you'd hammer me once again. Well, I guess, I should look forward to you, ne?

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALLEN WALKER MY LOVE!!

You're an extraordinary 15 year old-- though for me you are already 20 years old (to ease my guilt XD). But if we really think about it, he's already 20! He was 15 when DGM was first released in 2004. keke! <---- see how I could twist facts just to make myself comfortable? HAHA.

For me, you're still the most amazing guy in the animanga world-- and I think if I'd be able to meet someone like you in real life, I would definitely go out of my way to get you. LOL. I kid. That would be out of character, but it'd be really cool if I meet someone like you. (Don't get scared by my words. lol.) Your universal love to everybody, as in everybody is what's admirable about you-- though it annoys me at times. Your purity and your kindness and your eternal positivism and your BIG BIG heart that accomodates the whole world is very very admirable. 

I would continue to follow your journey to save the world-- even if DGM updates monthly now *sniff* (shouts: Shonen Jump, please adopt DGM agaaaainn!!) And I am hoping, however far-fetched, that the anime team would continue the DGM anime, or an OVA perhaps. :'( I miss watching DGM. It's still the second best anime I've ever seen. *sigh* It has been more than a year since they concluded it (though the manga is still on-going).

I am sorry that I haven't made the essay I was planning to make to contribute to the fandom, but one of these days, I will get around to it. :D (talking more to myself XD)

Allen Walker, you are still my number one. <3

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AND TO MY FRIENDS WHO CELEBRATE CHRISTMAS, MAY YOU ALL HAVE A HAPPY AND GOOD ONE! :))

I spent the whole day mall/shop-hopping with one of my very good friends, and I had super, super fun! :> I even got to buy groceries with her parents. :p

Anyhoo, due to this mall/shop-hopping (which lasted 10 hours, I tell you), I ended up buying a volume of D. Gray-man. Man, I am broke, I know; and not to mention I have splurged enough this week for me to end up starving for one whole week—but the sight of D. Gray-man manga chased away all the resistance I had in me. LOL.

DGM! It’s very, very rare to see it here in the Philippines. XD I know, because bookstores are my favorite stores in every mall, so I get to check the manga/graphic novels sections every time.

 

( for more story and some pictures XD  )

 

After a head-spinning Pathology exam, and two days of sleep deprivation as a result of cramming and procrastination, I gave myself the luxury to relish a breather. As I type this, I am pretending that I have no Medical assessment test on Sunday and yet another two major exams. HO~

Anyways, the breather came in the face of Bleach and Haruhi Suzumiya no Yuutsu. I marathoned 3 episodes from the fillers, and lo and behold, my stress was somewhat relieved. But then, I was struggling to comprehend all the things that were happening in the anime. LOL. The current state of my head is not so conditioned to analyze the things that are happening in the anime. But still, I didn't fail to notice the awesomeness of Yoruichi in episode 247 (yes, I am still an episode behind XD). And up til now, I still can't see how the anime team stomached Byakuya being ordered around by Muramasa. XO I mean, that is Byakuya. But. oh well. I'll just have to find out what Byakuya's hiding up his sleeve in the succeeding episodes . ;3;

Moving on, the one that really managed to relieve my stress is Haruhi Suzumiya no Yuutsu TV renewal. I was laughing the whole time I was watching, and like the first season, I am still amused by Haruhi's eccentricities, Kyon's unwilling willingness (LOL) to cater to her eccentricities, and the exceptionality of the SOS Bridage. I realized I missed watching HSnY. >w<

Oh well. That is all. I just felt like writing an entry tonight, because I found a Zero-icon which I want to flaunt. LOL. Thanks stardustxdream by the way for sharing your VK icons. :>

And oh, I remember, Muramasa is a parasite zanpakutou! LOL. Parasite. Even in Bleach, the ghost of my academic life doesn't leave me. I happen to be playing dealing with parasites and parasite eggs and fecal matters at school, because well, that's what we do. This is why I have my literal shitty days. XD

That is all.

Yesterday was Lulu's birthday, and incidentally, I found at that very same day that there's going to be a NEW CODE GEASS PROJECT NEXT YEAR! All thanks to the lovely interwork.

When I read her entry, my eyes went saucer-like and I even had to read the entry several times to get convinced that my eyes weren't playing tricks on me. XD

SERIOUSLY. A NEW CODE GEASS PROJECT! And it came from SUNRISE! SHOOOOOOT! This is another reason why I should look forward to 2010!

Now, I am not sure what this project could be-- and quite honestly, it could be anything. But I am keeping my hopes high for another season. And if by any chance, this project turns out to be as I wish it is, I won't accept it if there's no Lelouch in it. Seriously. I so miss Lelouch! I am hoping I don't get my current big bubble burst. ;A;

A NEW CODE GEASS PROJECT! This seems not real, but it is! God, this better be good!

You and I

I dislike you
yet I need you.
You deprive me of the things I want to do
and those that I can do when I'm with you.
But then, you provide me with strength
and drown away the anxieties in your depth.
I constantly want to resist you
as you constantly pull me with you.
You are ever ready to indulge my escapades
and shelter me away from all the blades.
But still, I dislike you.
And so, forgiveness I demand from you
Because when the world deprives me of you,
I would always long for you.
And as I get you, you get me too.
This ironic mutuality we have will remain true.
So you, my peaceful slumber
Don't forsake this lively dreamer.

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LOL. This is the kind of relationship that I have with my sleep. XD
This poem randomly popped in my head while I was trying my hardest not to doze off while preparing for an exam. XD

Happy birthday Lelouch Lamperouge!
It has already been more than two years since I came to know you, and has already been more than a year since you caused me heartache.

I know I am a bad fan for I haven't prepared anything on your birthday, but my other life-- the more pressing and dominant one has been extremely demanding, and I've been dealing with a lot of things lately. Nonetheless, I suppose an entry for you on your birthday could suffice.

It has been wonderful knowing an idealist like you, who is willing to shoulder the hate of the world for a harmonious and better world. You showed me a very different kind of altruism by being your manipulative and selfish self. Happy birthday again Lulu, and you're still my favorite amongst the sea of male characters in the vast animanga world-- next to Allen Walker and Shi Ryuuki, ;p

And now, I shall go and meet with Robbins and Cotran to acquaint myself with necrosis, apoptosis, edema, hemorrage, and whatnots.

Bye for now fandom! I'll be back in no time. :>

K:JFGLSFG:SKDFGJSLGSLDGFWEOTRUNCKNVCMVIHAIAKDHALHALHAHFLJGHF!!!!!!
THE 2010 MANGA CALENDAR COVER DRAWN BY KUBO TITE HIMSELF TOTALLY MADE MY DAY-- AND PERHAPS MY WHOLE NOVEMBER! DARN. KUBO TITE REALLY LOVES TO SPOIL US ICHIRUKIERS! LET'S REJOICE! REJOICE REJOICE! :DD

I WOULD REALLY LOVE TO HAVE MY HANDS ON THE NEW CALENDAR. AAAHHHHHH. MAKE IT THE TOP AMONG MY WISHLIST NAO. I THINK I WOULD PREFER IT OVER THE SODE NO SHIRAYUKI-ZANGETSU MANGA COVER OF 2008. DARN. IT'S SO ICHIRUKI. ♥♥♥

KUBO-SAMA, THIS IS TO SAY I SHALL LOVE YOU FOREVERMORE. EVEN IF YOU KEEP STALLING THE INEVITABLE SERIOUS TALK BETWEEN ICHIGO ANG RUKIA, AND THE CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR. THANK YOU FOR FADE TO BLACK, FOR THE LATEST NOVEL WHICH IS LIKEWISE SO ICHIRUKI, AND NOW, THANK YOU FOR THIS LATEST TREAT. THANK YOU. AND PLEASE, KEEP THEM COMING, BECAUSE I'LL NEVER GET TIRED OF ALL THESE ICHIRUKI STUFF YOU GIVE US. >w<

AND YES. CAPSLOCK IS THE LOVE. ♥

 iluxe_love made an entry ranking her favorite characters in Bleach, and it prompted me to make an entry like it. XD As she said, it's a good way to... waste time and have fun! XD 

ALL-TIME FAVORITE CHARACTERS IN BLEACH
1. Kuchiki Rukia 
2. Kurosaki Ichigo
3. Urahara Kisuke
4. Ishida Uryuu
5. Abarai Renji
6. Hitsugaya Toushiro
7. Kuchiki Byakuya

FAVORITE MALE CHARACTERS IN BLEACH
1. Kurosaki Ichigo
2. Urahara Kisuke
3. Ishida Uryuu
4. Abarai Renji
5. Hitsugaya Toushiro
6. Kuchiki Byakuya
7. Ulquiorra Schiffer

FAVORITE FEMALE CHARACTERS IN BLEACH
1. KUCHIKI RUKIA  ♥♥♥
2. Neliel Tu
3. Shihouin Yoruichi
4. Matsumoto Rangiku
5. Nanao Ise

FAVORITE ZANPAKUTOU
1. Sode No Shirayuki (Kuchiki Rukia)
2. Hyourinmaru (Hitsugaya Toushiro)
3. Senbonzakura (Kuchiki Byakuya)
4. Katen Kyokotsu (Kyoraku Shunsui)
5. Wabisuke (Kira Izuru)

FAVORITE PAIRINGS IN BLEACH
1. Ichigo-Rukia ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
2. Uryuu-Orihime
3. Ulquiorra-Orihime
4. Kisuke-Yoruichi
5. Gin-Rangiku
6. Kensei-Mashiro
7. Hitsugaya-Momo

>w<

Title: A desire to be (AU)

Fandom: Bleach

Pairing: IchiRuki

Genre: Romance, Angst

Rated: T

Summary:

Kurosaki Ichigo was wounded from a chase between vampires and hunters. It was a usual game for someone who has spent most of his long life chasing. But what's unusual in this chase was that he ended up in the company of the woman he has forever watched from afar. It was Kuchiki Rukia, the lone pureblood vampire of his generation. She saved him from the clutch of death, and before he realized it, he was already bound to her. He chose to be chained to her, even without her knowledge. He promised himself that he would do whatever he can to help Kuchiki Rukia attain whatever it is that she wants from the humans. But after knowing her heart's desire, would he still want to indulge her, even if it's against his own desire?

Disclaimer: Kurosaki Ichigo and Kuchiki Rukia are original characters of Kubo Tite. :>

A/N1:

This is an AU, with Ichigo and Rukia as vampires. I intended for this fic to be an entry to the Halloween contest in the IchiRuki FC in Bleach Asylum but I wasn't able to beat the deadline. I wanted to make a one-shot but as I began writing it, I realized I couldn't squeeze all the things I want to write in a one-shot. So, in the end, I decided to make this a multi-chapter fic, though this is actually my first time making a multi-chaptered fanfiction. :/

This fic isn't finished yet, and I didn't want to post it unfinished, but I also wanted to post it at least on Halloween. So yeah, here I am posting it on Halloween. This is still unfinished, and I am hoping you can bear with me. :D


A/N2:


HAPPY HALLOWEEN ICHIRUKIERS! This is for all of you. :> 

 

( A desire to be: Chapter 2 )

 
Prologue

Chapter 1

 

 

 

Title: A desire to be (AU)

Fandom: Bleach

Pairing: IchiRuki

Genre: Romance, Angst

Rated: T

Summary:

Kurosaki Ichigo was wounded from a chase between vampires and hunters. It was a usual game for someone who has spent most of his long life chasing. But what's unusual in this chase was that he ended up in the company of the woman he has forever watched from afar. It was Kuchiki Rukia, the lone pureblood vampire of his generation. She saved him from the clutch of death, and before he realized it, he was already bound to her. He chose to be chained to her, even without her knowledge. He promised himself that he would do whatever he can to help Kuchiki Rukia attain whatever it is that she wants from the humans. But after knowing her heart's desire, would he still want to indulge her, even if it's against his own desire?

Disclaimer: Kurosaki Ichigo and Kuchiki Rukia are original characters of Kubo Tite. :>

A/N1:

This is an AU, with Ichigo and Rukia as vampires. I intended for this fic to be an entry to the Halloween contest in the IchiRuki FC in Bleach Asylum but I wasn't able to beat the deadline. I wanted to make a one-shot but as I began writing it, I realized I couldn't squeeze all the things I want to write in a one-shot. So, in the end, I decided to make this a multi-chapter fic, though this is actually my first time making a multi-chaptered fanfiction. :/

This fic isn't finished yet, and I didn't want to post it unfinished, but I also wanted to post it at least on Halloween. So yeah, here I am posting it on Halloween. This is still unfinished, and I am hoping you can bear with me. :D

A/N2:
While I was writing the chapter, I realized it will give a 'Vampire Knight' feel. I didn't mean it to appear as if it's a VK fic, but I couldn't help it. I couldn't express what I want to write in any other way. But only for this chapter. Chapter 2 will no longer be similar to Vampire Knight. I promise. :p


( A desire to be: Chapter 1 )

Prologue

Chapter 2

Title: A desire to be (AU)

Fandom: Bleach

Pairing: IchiRuki

Genre: Romance, Angst

Rated: T

Summary:

Kurosaki Ichigo was wounded from a chase between vampires and hunters. It was a usual game for someone who has spent most of his long life chasing. But what's unusual in this chase was that he ended up in the company of the woman he has forever watched from afar. It was Kuchiki Rukia, the lone pureblood vampire of his generation. She saved him from the clutch of death, and before he realized it, he was already bound to her. He chose to be chained to her, even without her knowledge. He promised himself that he would do whatever he can to help Kuchiki Rukia attain whatever it is that she wants from the humans. But after knowing her heart's desire, would he still want to indulge her, even if it's against his own desire?

Disclaimer: Kurosaki Ichigo and Kuchiki Rukia are original characters of Kubo Tite. :>

A/N:

This is an AU, with Ichigo and Rukia as vampires. I intended for this fic to be an entry to the Halloween contest in the IchiRuki FC in Bleach Asylum but I wasn't able to beat the deadline. I wanted to make a one-shot but as I began writing it, I realized I couldn't squeeze all the things I want to write in a one-shot. So, in the end, I decided to make this a multi-chapter fic, though this is actually my first time making a multi-chaptered fanfiction. :/

This fic isn't finished yet, and I didn't want to post it unfinished, but I also wanted to post it at least on Halloween. So yeah, here I am posting it on Halloween. This is still unfinished, and I am hoping you can bear with me. :D

Prologue

The night was flying. The wind was beating him up so wild, so wild that he can feel his body weaken as he flew along the night. There’s a chase. A wild chase, which he was not very fond of; a chase which he was designed to participate into all the time, in spite of himself. It was like a game which he was designed to play a part of, for his survival. He has lived all his life chasing, for him to survive. And this time, he was involved in another chase. However this time, he was not the chaser. Rather, he was being chased. And like the ones he chased before, he ran for dear life.

The night hunters were chasing him, chasing him as though it was the first time they have ever chased a vampire. Their number was increasing by the minute, and he was growing tired of running. He was running the moment the night fell, and now, the day is almost breaking, and his time could almost be over. He had to be fast, he had to hide fast. If not, he won’t survive this chase after all. If the day breaks, it’s either he dies in the hands of the hunters, or he dies of the nature’s rage. He desperately tried to think straight, and find a place to shelter himself with. He was almost at his limit, and he still didn’t want to die. He still has forever to live, if he could repel the rage that the light brings. He was squinting through the darkness of the night, looking for a place to hide, when he felt the sharp pain that seared through his back. But he wasn’t impeded. He persisted and continued participating in the chase. It wasn’t long when he felt another pain that shocked his right leg, and like before, he went on. After a while, the shot to his leg was followed by another one to his back again. But still, he persisted. He was already laboring his breath, but the pain he felt wasn’t something to keep him from moving forward. He had to survive this, he had to. He didn’t want to die a pathetic death such as this, and he still had so many things to do in his lifetime that could stretch on forever.

It felt as though he had run a length of a quarter of the globe’s circumference, and his mighty legs started to show signs of exhaustion. And the pain brought by the gunpowder, especially designed to kill his kind started to show its effect on his body. He was slowing down, and it wasn’t good.

It wasn’t long when he felt another shot that hit his left thigh, and it was followed by the incessant hits, and then he stopped counting. He felt his body lighten as he desperately clung to life. He was already unable to think, but he refused to give in. He struggled to keep away from his predators, because his life depended on it. His vision was already black, and he couldn’t see a thing. But despite of this, he struggled to move away from the night hunters. He was already crawling through the night, and he didn’t know which direction he was tracking. He crawled, and crawled. He felt his remaining strength being snatched away from him; he felt his body as he fell into nothingness. But before he unwillingly succumbed to nothingness, he felt something that violently snatched his body away from the cruelty of the night.

 
Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Something I made while I was bored poring over Microbiology transcriptions. xD

And beware, in this case, I totally abused the essence of free-verse. :p

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Constancy

It scarred you when you were supposed to be sheltered
It broke you when you were supposed to be shaped.
At the prime of your innocence,
When you were supposed to bask in the goodness of the world,
You met the ugly side of it and the bitterness that came with it.
But you moved on, and allowed yourself to be propelled by time.
Time passed and you realized that it was pointless holding on to pain.
You tried to let it all go, and you were surprised with the liberation that came with it.
You moved on, forgave and forgot.
You moved forward, whilst the world tried to haul you back to those times.
You always struggle to go on, but time and again, something hauls you back.
The battle between tomorrow and yesterday kept you frozen
And it tires you so.
But then, no matter how tired it makes you
You must remember the feeling of letting go.
No matter how many times it comes back, let go time and again
And you will be free time and again.
Because in the battle between yesterday and tomorrow
Tomorrow should always be the victor, for you to be able to dance with time.

Why do we have to have the IchiRuki love combo during the hardest time of the semester? SHOOOOOOOOOT!!! First, the anime fillers, then Fade to Black, and now! NOWWWWWWWW!!! The manga! I hate you Kubo for doing this to me, but I love you way too much more because I love you for loving IchiRuki and for catering to my shipping desires. <3

Chapter 378 is EPIC, in all sense of the word, and I am so happy to say that I was so delightfully surprised to finally see the IchiRuki reunion that I have been waiting for forever. I love the chapter, and I am so not disappointed with the reunion albeit the melancholy and sadness that surround it. Once again, we are provided with a shouting proof of Rukia's and Ichigo's understanding of each other, be it unspoken internal turmoil or unsaid words that need to be expressed or everything.

SHOOT. I still can't put my thoughts together. I am so hyped up upon reading the chapter. Just imagine my surprise and my delight when I open the folder containing the chapter, and what I saw was Rukia struggling for dear life. :c I was expecting Ichigo to appear, but still, I was surprised. I really was. This is the exact reason why I love not reading spoilers. HAHAHA. I love the feeling of being pleasantly surprised. <3 Kubo, I love you. IchiRuki, I love you more. HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. This is euphoric. >w<

The chapter. My heart was crushed for seeing Rukia writhing and struggling to fight Yammy. And I love her, for being strong that she is. For still being her, that despite of everything, she still managed to fire a kidou. <3 At this point, I still wasn't seeing any Ichigo-appearance, and then... the next page... haaaaaaaah! When Rukia was desperately trying to think of a way to survive her fall, my heart already began beating so fast, and I was afraid to click the next button. I was so sure that I'd be seeing Ichigo on the next page that I had to stop and prepare myself. It took me a lot of effort to go and continue reading. And finally... ta-da!! I saw the IchiRuki picture filling three-fifths of the page, and then all hell broke loose! HAAAAAAAH!

Ichigo. Poor Ichigo. My heart just went out for him. He's broken, emotionally, mentally, and spiritually. And Rukia saw it instantly. INSTANTLY. This is the definition of a solid understanding. Their bond is just so different from any other in the whole of Bleach. I don't want to speculate on how Ichigo could recover and rise from the pit of darkness that he plunged himself into or how he could forgive and redeem himself because I want to see how Kubo would do it. And I am certain I won't be disappointed.

But, I can't wait. I don't like seeing Ichigo broken and pained. I want to write something beneficial about the chapter but as I said, my brain is just liquified right now that I can't think straight. Nonetheless, the chapter is epically epic!

Before clicking the cut below, please be aware that what you would read is really fangirlish. XD

( Coherence is something that escapes me when I fangilr. :D  )

 

 

KACIE! It's your day! Happy birthday to you, dear! <3
I know we are having a tough week due to Ondoy and the anticipated Pepeng, but I am hoping you had a fantastic birthday! I know it'd be cool being twenteen. :D 

I am wishing for more fangirling sessions with you, which I miss by the way. But I know you're busy, and same goes with me. But still, I know we could find time albeit our busy schedules. :) There was never a fangirling session with you that couldn't be categorized as fun. HAHA. It's always exciting to talk about several fandoms with you. XD 

And ho~ with Vampire Knight, I know we're having the last laugh when it ends. Cos you know, we're in de Nile. :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND HOPE TO MEET YOU ONE DAY! :D